2 months is a fairly short period of time. But I think some of the biggest things that can cause the biggest impact on our lives, are often the things that were created in a short space of time. And left their impact after a short space of time. Yesterday my blog hit its 2 month mark. Which is nothing compared to most blogs, who have been around for years. Yet I feel like these last 2 months have been one of the best periods in my life. For me, blogging was such a huge decision. It meant over coming people judging me. It meant over coming people reading the things I write. It meant overcoming the fact people may not like what I write. But most of all it meant over coming my own mindset.
I have gained so much by using this platform of blogging. I have experienced so many new things, and I as a person, have surprised myself, to the point where I have to sit down and ask myself whether I actually did this. Or is this just a dream where I somehow pulled my shit together. Sat at a computer screen, and decided to join this Internet world, just like I had always dreamed of doing. But it is reality. And reality, whether good or bad, never ceases to amaze me.
I have met the most wonderful people here. I have seen so many exsamples of a great and caring humanity. And for somebody who continuously doubts the nature of humanity, it is amazing to see the amount of love in this community as a whole. It is amazing to see that when somebody writes a post, when they are about to give up. Poeple of all race, of all ethnicity, of all political beliefs, will pull together to make that person see the light, no matter how hard it is to do that. And that is an amazing thing for me to not only see, but to experience.
I feel like these past two months, I have learnt so much about myself. I have become so much more confident. I can express and opinion, I can becuase I have on here. And people agreed with me, and people liked when I have expressed an opinion, So I started to in everyday life as well. And it has improved me dramatically. Now, do not get me wrong here, I still have my breakdowns, I still feel awful at times, I still stress, I still feel anxious. And those are all bad things. But sometimes the bad things can be cancelled out by one great thing. And that one great thing, for me, is blogging.
I have always loved the Internet. No matter how much bad we see on here. I have always been one too find the good. And the good things on the Internet, are truly such am accurate represntation of the amazing qualities of humanity. Ever since I discovered what YouTube was, ever since I heard the word ‘blogger’ I had always wanted to know what it would feel like, to have this position of the Internet. And I know I am a small blogger. But I feel like these past two months, the more my blog grows. The more I feel like I have a positions on here, Like I have a purpose.
Honestly, I do not think I am a good blogger. But I do love to blog. I do love this world of the Internet. And I have always wanted it to be the thing I did in the future. Whilst most kids would dream of becoming a pop star. I would dream of expressing myself through a YouTube video, I would dream of finding something, that gave me a purpose.
So I wanted to end this post with a huge thank you. I love every single one of my now 140 followers, crazy!, please do know that I do read every single one of my followers blogs, and I appreciate you guys so very much. These past few months have been so amazing for me. And this is one of the only things that gives me a boost of positivity. And I really do hope that what I write, makes you feel positive too. So thank you all so much, for two incredible months of Misstery.
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